You feel alienated because the basis of your belief system is evil. Not that the basis of American political liberalism is not also evil. They both advocate for the same Capitalist top few percent masters. America has never been a nation concerned about freedom for anyone but a select free of the upper caste. This is a historical fact backed up by verifiable evidence. Modern Conservatism is a lie and a pipe dream that never was.
Most of them do not even mean it when they speak of freedom. You came close to saying it in your response to William by saying America would be both Black and conservative. Why would any black American want to be a Conservative and conserve what enslaved them for over 300 years just because a few to actually still believe in the same principle claim otherwise?