So sorry to hear this Lilith. All politics is a form of insanity. People lose their minds when it comes to it.
I despise the Republican Fascist, but sadly, the Democrats who have been established in our government are no less Fascist in any way other than talk.
Biden is the perfect example of someone who is firmly in the back pocket of corporate America but mouths off about issues important to us Progressives but he does not actually do shit. Roe vs Wade was lost on his watch, he told workers to get back to the office and we could not afford more bail out for working class since the wealthy got most of the last one, but we have billions to send to Ukraine for another war that is none of our business.
This is our government. They are masters of indoctrinating the mindless masses of people who actually buy into the patriotism or democracy bullshit. Like Umaire and some others who continually write about saving Democracy when we have never had a representative Democracy since America began.
In fact, America has never stood for good either. I am at the tail end of the boomer generation and have nothing but contempt for previous generations. Unfortunately, today's generation is expecting way too much from our corrupt government. It is past time to start over.